Yeah well i've had a lot of things happen lately. Some of them i can't talk about on here because i don't know whos reading this.. All's im gonna say is meagan we love you tons. You're so awesome, and don't forget God is always there for you.. no matter what! Uhm, lets see.. im just dealing with a lot of stuff lately. My recent break-up .. i took it pretty hard. To some people i may not show it. It's because i don't wanna show it. I honestly hate showing that im sad. Im just not a sad kinda person. I usually hide my sad feelings. Mhm.. but yeah and then like stuff with my parents lately. It's just im 18 right? that doesnt give me the world. But, technically i am an adult now. So shouldnt I be able to make some decisions? Well kay, i do but on certain areas i can't. Sigh*.. i dunno what do to. I've been asking God a lot of questions and i just get no response. I think its cause I haven't been listening to him lately and just been busy and such. Reading my bible at night usually helps me to understand what God wants and is telling me. But i guess its like if someone is talking to you face to face and you're consintrating on the music playing in the store or what you're doing that night, you'll never hear what they're saying to you.. right? Exactly. So maybe thats what im doing right now.. :( Ignoring God accidently?? Gr.. And yeah like and im dealing with these feelings with liking someone right now and yeah i just have to wait and see what God wants for now. Being friends is really cool because you can get to know that person on a friendship basis first. And also im just trying to settle things in my mind with my last boyfriend, so its been a tough month or so in my mind, haha. It's really hard but i know with God's help i will be able to leave the past in the past. Uhhmm and yeah i've been going to M:180 and the loft lately. That's been really fun actually. Chizzum is pretty fun to hang around with. He knows how to make everyone there laugh, which is really cool. I miss tiffy tho, shes been away at a youth thing this weekend. But she'll be back. :) Im goin to the loft on Tuesday and Wednesday, but i have to work Thursday. Gr.. thats my favorite day to go cause its 2-6 :( . Chizzum thanks for understanding things and stuff. And just being there for me lately. It's super cool to have a friend like that. Oh kay i was listening to this Tree 63 song i want everyone to see (its a christian band) but yeah here the lyrics:
Look what You've done for me
Your blood has set me free
Jesus my Lord look what You've done for me
I haven't been the same
Ever since that day I called Your name
Yahweh Yahweh Look What You've done for me
What can I do for You my Lord?
I want You to know my heart is Yours
It's not a question of what You can do for me
But what can I do for You my Lord?
Up to Your cross I crawled
Now I am standing teen feet tall
Jesus my saviour look what You've done for me
Free at last I'm free
I owe You my life completely
YahwehYahweh look what You've done for me
Kay yeah night!! <3
Rachhhh Aka Princess!
Love being happy.. its what i do best
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k, um princess i wanna let u kow a few things okay! first im here for u, so if u wanna cry ill cry wit u, and if u have anythin to say tell me k cause i love to listen to wat ur feeling. Second, dont let thigs that r bad take over ur heart, get rid of wat u need , and if that takes time , well then screw time, take as much as u need k. Third i wanna let u know when u say ur ready, it doesnt matter were gonna take things slow, becaus ei dont wanna hurt u! fourth i love that song : LOOK WHAT YOU"VE DONE FOR ME!!! awesome ok if u wann talk anytime im here for u, okay, whether u wanna cry, or hav fun, or watever u wanna do is up to u. Anythin to mak u happy okay! :) i hope i see a big smile on ur face tuesday! if not ill make sure i wipe one on there! :p OKay so no matter how much time u need, no matter what happens, i wanna hav u know that im here for u and i rely lik u so when ever ur ready, when ever u feel lik ur up to it. Its ur choice, im just glad i get to be appart of ur awesome, and exciting life!
hey, princcess! ah well i have to go to skool at 10 am cause the dumb gr.9's screwed everythin i told them to do on friday up but w/e anythin for u! Ur the most amazing girl ive ever met and hopefully no one can take that away from me! :) Cause u eman so much too me! ah i hope i get a job and hav enough money by MAy so that i can share the thrill of me driving wit my new car, and my favorite girl sittin rite beside me! :)and also enjoy YC ALBERTA! lol LOL i hope ur the girl who i had a dream about one time, and i hope that dream comes true, cause if it does id be the luckiest guy in the world, and have the greatest life to live! Ill ttyl k maybe after i get my hair cut! :p i hope ull lik it! ill show u tues day k! bye princess! P.S. ill always love u for who u are!
Hey, Rachel your an awsome person. I just want to thank you. You don't even know how much you do sometimes just by saying hi and bein happy. Sometimes I forget that you have problems too. If you ever need a an ear I am always here. I think you have my # so give it a ring sometime if you ever just want to talk.
God is in control. He watches over you when you feel he is not there. He doesn't always speak in the storms and the earthquakes...but in the gentle whisper of the wind. So listen closely. God bless you. You are included in my prayers.
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